baharu

tahun baharu sudah dekat. azam?? resolusi?? bagus la kalau dah buat.ada rancangan, ada pandangan. aku belum buat lagi... mungkin petang sikit baru nak buat. ataupun mungkin esok? yang pasti banyak perkara harus dirancang untuk tahun depan. yang penting, aku nak kumpul duit bebanyak!

bochor

hamba rasa, saku milik hamba ini sudah bochor. terasa sempit sungguh bulan ini. nasib baik cek sudah pun di keluarkan... bagaimanapun, banyak piutang perlu di langsaikan!

usaha menyemai minat membacha di dalam diri ada peningkatan. akhirnya, hujung minggu lalu hamba telah pun habis mentelaah buku harry potter dan 'half blood prince'. terpaksa mengabil masa yang lama kerna agak sibuk sedikit baharu-baharu ini. tidak sabar menunggu buku seterusnya

tandus

huh... poket ku tandus sekali bulan ni. ni semua n-gage punye pasal. dah abis duit beli n-gage(second hand jer), buat road tax moto lak. moto aku dah lama giler tak ber road tax, so kene la hantar puspakom ngan buat insuran baru. akhirnya moto aku ada roadtax! pokai betul...

alhamdulillah, aku ngan jamal baru sambut ulangbulan ke-? kitorang. hehehe... sambut masa camping ngan rerakan opis kat congkak last weekend. tapi penat gak camping tu, maklum la musim ujan. kayu api semua basah. berlapar laa sepanjang camping. cuma last day tu je dapat nyalakan api yang 'ok' untuk memasak. kesimpulan nyer jangan la camping time2 cenggini.

kerje.. kerje...kerje...

busan tul kerje... heheh. tapi kalau tak kerje nak makan ape. last week aku gi jb lagi. tido hyatt lagi tu. tapi taklwh blah betul pasal bilik air dia takleh kunci.
hari tu aku gi kluang tu, muka aku masuk paper nst ahad lepas siot! patut la si cameraman tu suruh aku berlakon. camnerpun ni la gambar kecik kat depan paper tu. gambar besar ada kat dalam... heheh.

jap lagi nak balik. si kadir tu yek yer ja ajak main bola... tapi hujan kot?! camner pon aku nak balik awal. lama tak balik awal.

chow...

tukun part tu

sebenarnya aku tak tulis blog lama aku bz skit bebaru nih. almaklumlah kerje bos bagi last minit bertimbun2. penat... memacam nak buat last minit. dah la aku tak dapat pergi ikut kem. bagitau last2 minit lak tu! pastu pulak kene buat kerje bertimbun2 kat opis. aku pergi meet n greet kat kluang tu pun kecoh... (sebab aku tak submit design pagi tuh... heheheh)

awek aku still ka kluang lagi ni. ada program titian teknologi. ngajar orang.

selamat belated b'day to nixam! sori ah, bz sampai tak ingat tarikh la.

anyway, sekarang ni aku dah free kot. so, bole la aku nak menulis selalu.

p/s: foto persetankan aku tak hantar lagi... hehehe!

tukun?

muahahah... genap sebulan rasanya aku tak tulis blog. lama betul... tapi nasib baik tak jadik tukun lagi. so, sekarang aku nak tulis sinopsis kehidupan aku untuk sebulan...

sebelum deepavali (??/10/05):
opis kitorang buat culum sempena deeparaya. first time aku buat colum.

deepavali @ bithday aku! (01/11/05):
cuti!. aku sambut b'day aku dgn awek aku. bahagia gila rasanya! seharian aku dgn dia... bukak posa makan kek ngan mc d.

hari raya (03/11/05):
aku braya kat bentong. kampung arwah mak aku. family aku yang lain balik kampung satu lagi. jadi aku pun balik bentong sorang2. lama tul aku tak beraya kat situ. aku balik sana sehari sebelum raya, raya kat sana, pastu braya kat janda baik.

raya ke-3 (05/11/05):
aku balik serdang pastu beraya rumah awek aku. lepas beraya tengok 'chicken little'. awek aku suka gila citer nih...

raya ke-5 (07/11/05):
masuk kerje balik macam biasa...

raya ke-7 (09/11/05):
aku potong rambut. huduh betul...


bersambung...

lemau...

aku tak submit lagi!!!

gila pokemon

best gak layan game pokemon ni rupenye. sampai addicted gak la aku. hahahah... the best thing in life is always the simple things.

berpuasa?

Selamat berpuasa dan selamat berbuka puasa kepada orang-orang yang berpuasa.

pandangan berbeza?

ini merupakan pandangan seekor kotak rokok. ianya sedang mengawasi mangsa2nya yang telah termakan umpan rokok... bagaimana pula pandangan seekor kotakman?

hilang...

hari jumaat lepas helmet aku kene rembat. tension gak la... aku agak dia nak abiskan sisa2 bulan Rejab ni ngan buat dosa. pasal ramadhan nanti, takleh buat dosa sangat. leh mintak ampun lak tu!@%%#@%. nasib baik gaji dah nak masuk. tapi pikir2 balik banyak lak benda lain nak di beli. duit pon nak kene simpan. motor kene betulkan... takkan nak jadi outlaw forever. ish... aku harap perembat itu taubat la cepat. tak baik rembat barang orang lain. nak buat jahat jangan la sampai nyusahkan orang lain, ye tak?

hilangkanlah sifat mazmumah dari hati anda.

kota(e)kman

perjalanan baru

semalam aku keluar dengan kelly dan fiza(my ex). lama tak keluar sama-sama. masing-masing dah ada perjalanan hidu baru. kelly dah nak transfer ke skudai, dan fiza dah ada 'orang baru' dalam hidup dia. i'm happy for her walaupun sedikit terkilan pasal dia takde pun bagitau aku selama ni(satu tahun dah dia ada orang baru).

life must go on...

kelly ada tanya aku satu soalan yang cukup menarik perhatian aku. dia punya ayat lebih kurang camni laa... "apa yang kita ada sekarang biasanya membuatkan kita terlepas apa yang lebih baik kan?". aku cukup bersetuju... 1000%. apa boleh buat, manusia lebih suka sesuatu yang pasti, dan mengharapkan sesuatu yang tak pasti biasanya memeritkan, aku rasa laa... aku tak tau lak orang lain rasa macam mana kan? masing-masing taknak yang dikendong berciciran bukan?

tak baik tamak...

rahsia ka?

pilihan

pilihan.
kita mahukan pilihan.
tapi itu pilihan kita ke?
tak semua pilihan kita betul.
apa pilihan yang betul sebenarnya?
pilihan membuatkan kita bebas.
seronok ke bebas membuat pilihan?
aku mahukan pilihan.
tapi aku tak suka pilihan!
aku tak pandai membuat pilihan.
menulis dalam bahasa melayu pilihan terbaruku.

calm mind?

its been quite a calm week for me. hehe, almost all assignments are finished and i dont think i have to work this weekend (perhaps). doing the backdrop for the futsal competition right now. jamal will be on the futsal working team this weekend. perhaps i should join in.my officemates are busy playng fantasy football for the champoins league. i'm on top of the office league for the time being. hahaha... speaking of champions league, milan won 3-1. thank god! i accidentaly slept early last night and woke up at 2.30 in the morning. so i watch last night game. heh, coincidence, i wasn't planing to it but, whatdaheck.

jelly belly...

the camera batery depleted just before the show... this was the best i can do

rally reunite?

last night, there was an appreciation dinner for the merdeka rally. besides the ceo and project managers, only kak ogy, kak faz, jamal and pipi and me were invited. pipi and me and also three maxis volunteer came around 2 pm to decorate and set up the place. heh... and i tought that we were just there to party. the food was nice and many 'big man' were there though i think the club house was a bit too packed. it was fun, tough kak ogy, kak faz and jamal went home early (they left their lucky draw tag with me) and jamal's ticket was lucky. got a trip to phuket ticket from air asia. sadly speaking, it was just for ine person. so who wants to buy a ticket to phuket? and there were BELLY DANCERS also... hahahaha.

happy?

hehehehh...

sure hambar...

helped out a little in sure heboh 2005 last weekend. huh... 'hambar'. maybe its just not my thing. heheh, loads of BBNU (Budak2 Baru Nak Up). feels like i'm gettin old.

merdeka after merdeka...

huh! at last, merdeka has past, and now i'm merdeka, from the loads of work at the office. organizing something aint that easy. our company was helping out maxis organizing a rally. a volenteering program. its not a rally actually. its more of a convoy. its called 'maxis -national press club, merdeka rally for humanity, 2005'. its an event where a convoy of cars and superbikes collect donations for a few orphanage and retarded children.

i was in charge of designing. my team? just me and pipi... huh. we were to design everything for this rally. from bunting to t-shirts to backdrop and etc. such tiring work. we had so much to do in so little time. the assignment was given to me on the first day back from borneo. it went uphill day by day, up until merdeka day where a few of us had to stay back at the office till 1 am on the merdeka day. and we were to gather again at 5 am... it was so tiring but it was worth it.

yup, it was worth it. seeing the chidren smile and happy is priceless. heh, i even won a smart tag for the lucky draw.

borneo business 3

kota kinabalu. its a nice place. tough the absence of mamak stall is felt. after reaching kk early in the morning, we rested and then got ready to go to poring. had a terrific time there. wanna go there again for sure! and would really like to climb mount kinabalu. i regret the fact that we didnt had the opportunity to do so. stayed a night there, in dorm. rm12 per person, and a dorm can fit up to 8 persons, mixed guys and girl. cool, espacially if there some horny europian girl in your dorm, hahahahaha!

so, around 2pm we left poring and went sight seeing on our way back to kk, except jamal (went to keningau). reached kk at evening. we went to 'pasar filipin' (if that's how it is spelled) the others had ikan bakar. noi and ash were to eave on saturday, while payed, jamal and i were to leave on sunday. nothing much happened after that. except that i had to eat my 'terap' fruit which i wanted to bring home. the mas wasnt to particular about the smell. but when i reached tawau to take my flight back to kl, airasia said i couldnt put it in cargo. heh, so i had to eat them.

so now i'm back in kl and after 2 weeks i finaly finish my tale. hahah, too many work. i'll write about it later. its time to go home and rest. its been a loooooooong and busy week.

borneo business 2

huh... its been a long and busy week! but i guess i should write about it later (if i have the chance that is). my borneo adventure hasn't been fully told.

after some rest, i join the camp dinner... man, i was hungry! stayed up that nite with jamal. had loads of cd to burn. lunch the next day, was sponsored by miss vani... we ate seafood at the floating restaurant. nice... then, we packed our things and checked out. everyone went to tawau except jamal, attin and me.jamal went home(hometown = semporna) and i followed attin to his home (attin = jamal's cousin). spent the night there.

the next day, we had some rest in the morning. then at afternoon we went to mabul island, nearest island to sipadan. huh, RM200 per boat! took the cheapest place to stay (arung hayan RM60 per person + meals). the island was small, but it was great. natives are bajau + sulu and had a chance to see half a wedding ceremony at nite. woke up late the next morning and went swimming. it was fantastic, well... until i steped on a sea urchin. damn... still feel the pain. and i saw a MAN MADE 'sea cucumber' floating around... so i retreated to the beach. packed our things and went back. unfortunate enough none of us who went to mabul had a camera...

stayed a few day more in semporna and then jamal and me went to kota kinabalu to meet the others. it cost rm45 for a bus ticket to kk. departed at 7.30 pm and reached there around 4.30 am.

got loads of work to settle rite now. so i better continue this later. chow!

borneo business 1

huh... i'm back in the peninsular once again. borneo was marvelous! really looking forward to go there again maybe with my friend or family... hahah... its totally cool!

the two weeks in sibu was fine. quite regret the fact that i didnt had the chance to taste 'buah dabai' and take the express (a common boat transport between towns situated by the river). but i did had the chance to taste some othet local cousine.

after two weeks in sibu, my next destination was semporna. first i had to take a plane to kk first which had to stop at bintulu for transit. it sucked. we came down, queue up at the immigration, and rushed back up the plane. four of us (sea' er, zam and me) reached kk, and i was the only one who wanted to go to semporna. so i took a 1.30 plane to tawau. reached there around 2.15 and then took a bus to tawau town. took a taxi to sabindo square where i took a bus to semporna. quite proud coz i got there and wasnt anyone to guide me. reached seafest hotel at 5 pm and took a break.

heheh... i think i'll take a break now.

'perfect'...semporna?

yeah! camp 18, sibu is finally over. it was fun, but there's something else in my mind... semporna. i dont think that i'll be online for a week.

my flight is scheduled at 9.30 am. i'll be in kk by 11am. my flight to tawau will be at 1.30 pm if i'm not mistaken... so i'll most probably be in semporna around 4 pm, tomorrow.

here goes nothing. semporna here i come!

caution! low voltage.

phew.... its been quite a while since i updated my blog. been very tired lately. lots of things to do and so many things in my head. fatigue... so tired that i even slept while talking on the phone (twice in fact!). sorry... its just that i was just too damn tired but i still wanted to talk. but, my body just wouldn't take it. its the first time i felt 'lump' during morning excercise.




there was an outing today. really felt tired. i tought that my school didn't want to take a walk around town because its their home town, but they were very excited to show mearound sibu. huh... guess it was just impolite to reject their offer, so i follewed them around eventough my legs were killing me and my eyeballs could pop out any second. thank god they finished their tour early (around 4.30pm).

counting days till the end of the camp. i'm really looking forward to go to semporna. anyway, i've been told today that my tickets were actually in the waiting list. hope i'll be able to go according to my plan.

semporna... wait for me!

slumber party!

huh... what a relief! slept the whole day. well... not actually the whole day, but from 2 til 6 pm. its been a while since i slept in the middle of the day. urm... but i pity a few faci's in sabah. all of the peninsular participant missed their flight this morning, so a few of the faci's (jamal, payed amongst them) had to accompany them at the airport. they just got back around 8pm something.

yesterday closing was ok. my flash sucked... huh. the deco was so slast minute. i'm really a lousy leader, maybe coz i really dont like to order people around. humph... i guess i need to be a bit harsh on others.

anout the dinner... it wasnt that successful. we failed to make every one cry. hahaha. but everything else went fine.

anyway, if u wanna check out the photos here's the link...
http://community.webshots.com/user/syntheticsoul

peace!

mission accomplished?

finally the first camp here in sibu has officially finished. now we can all rest. gotta recharge the body for the next camp. like to write more but i dont think i could stay awake that long. so maybe i'll write what's on my mind tommorrow. sleep time...

miracle?

hafdzuan said that prinze won against phantom... wow! i'm really impressed. really, its just like a miracle. did u guys used any witchcraft or something? anyway, congratz on the win... i'll pray u guys success. hope u guys would keep it up.

hope...

we always hope...

far away...

days go by so fast... yet waiting is always a bane. when will my holiday come? heh... the fourth day in sibu has almost come to end. feels like just yesterday i stayed up with jamal at klia waiting for the morning flight. now im here in sibu and jamal is far over there in semporna. whattaheck... im gonna go there anyway, eventually... heheh.

i heard prinze lost. big time! well, i have nothin to say but good luck for the next game. maybe they'll get lucky. perhaps... there is still a far way to go.

oh yeah... MAS rang me up. asking me to go to their interview. and once again i had to postpond it. its the third time i postpond my interview with them, as if im some kinda hot stuff or something. they wanted me to go there on the third of august. duh... i'm here in sarawak okay!@! duh... like a thousand mile away from there dude!!

gotta chow... so long!

ding-dong!

huarrghh... i'm so damn sleepy! hadn't have the oppurtunity to sleep last night. procrastinate my work too long. well, what can i do? to many things to do in so little time. its been a very busy weekend. i even missed the weekend cartoons.

yesterday erin, meen, nixam, and me went to zoo negara. hahah, it's been quite a while since we've went there. nixam and meen wanted to join a digital photography contest, but meen suddenly changed her mind so i took her place... we were excited at first, but when the pro arrived with their telescope and expensive equipment... huh.

i might be going to klia tonite coz our flight is at 7am tomorrow. i have to wake up around 4 am to take the van our company hired. i dont think i can do so since i've been awake since yesterday.

the 'warehouse' aint opened yet. i'm dying to take a nap downstairs... gotta sleep during office hour coz i dont wanna sleep during flight. hah. i cant even remember the last time i took a flight . i meant a real airplane... an airbus or whatever, the microflight doesnt count okay. flying over melaka on a simple aircraft, not exceeding 2000 ft isn't the same (eventhough i had the oppurtunity to steer the aircraft :P )

peace... and good nite!

welcome

a special welcome to the yeah gundam boy! yeah... wafi has now officially join the bloging community. heheh... check it out!

change of plans...

change. its a neccesity in life. we often fear changes, pulling us out of our comfort zone. i've been anxious about going to sabah for quite a while now, but now... heheh. the company had decided to send me to sibu a few days ago, for two camps. i was really pissed off. yesterday, after much persuading, they agreed to send me to semporna after the second camp for the third sabah camp. i was very excited then... however, today they declared that the sabah third camp is postponed! damn it! now i have to spend some money to book a flight by myself to go to sabah. what a waste. i was really looking forward to see a bajau wedding ceremony on the 28th. since the third camp is cancelled my one week holiday has to be brought forward and end on the 21st. by the way, i dont think i'll be able to reach semporna if so. umh...

had a little coflict yesterday. surely made me unable to think straight. made me sleep around 4.30am, which made me woke up after 8am. coincidently made me late for work today. its the first time i arrive after 9. heheheh...

it seems that i succeded to put the problem aside for the time being. i hope that it wouldn't bother me again.

have some work to settle. and the computers in the office are very super duper "fast". even opening a coral-draw file takes an eternity. the company seriusly have to change the computers if they want any work done! gotta finish it before i go back.

chow

no-brainer

watch war of the world last friday with jamal. heh, awesome effects man! but i have to say it was totally a no-brainer.if those aliens were planing to invade earth some millions of years ago, why not do it then? when their tech were a zillion years ahead of us! okay, nizam said they waited that long just to study the human race. duh... why aren't there any fail safe plan? maybe a zombie would say it was logical. another thing, if those aliens were so advance, why cant they invent something better then a motion detector? is that the best they can do? they can at least use a thermal detector or some kinda infra-red device, duh! c'mon man... even hapis(pet) robots in the robofest competition can do better than that! as if the aliens were on a tight budget. and that racheal kid, huh, was she really claustrophobic? she didn't even scream for her mom when she was put in a small cage waiting for death. i know that i'd be screaming my guts out if i was in that situation. that soldier in the same cage, why must he wait till the hero to be sucked to take action? nobody helped the poor guy which was sucked before the hero. well i guess that guy wasn't that important. about the ending, i dont wanna say a thing. i know u can figure it out by yourself.

shut my eyes and rest?

hehehe... i'm still a little bit tired eventough its almost a week after we've came back from the last camp. last night i came home late and took the star lrt as ussual, and as assual, i sat and went sailing. muahahha.... i ended up at sri petaling not sungai besi. thank god peparu was able to fetch me. thanx a lot man! i owe u one!

there might not be much to do in the office today so i might better recharge my body. off to my cardboard box hideout...

i'll be back?

i'm going home tomorrow! we'll be leaving at 1pm. might reach kl by night. its been a great time here... well except during the closing that is. i was the mc. damn i was nervous... there were a swarm of butterflies in my stomach! did many mistakes. hehehe, rookie!



anyway, i'm sure i'll be missing this place. the place is great, the food is fantastic. thanx gem beach resort! but the drainage is the only down factor. maybe i'll be coming back here someday.



i almost forgot, i was told that i'll be sent to semporna next month. Jamal's hometown. hehhe...

syntax error

hahaha... what am i supposed to do? should i stay and work as a faci for another month? if i stay being a faci i'll be going to sabah next month, but if so, what will happen if MAS calls again. heh, damn it man. and if i stop working, i might be joining the mb cup. huh... i really missed playng basketball. i just hate making these sort of decision. i really would love to go to sabah. i WANT to go to sabah. if i dont go, it would be like... er... it will just break my heart.

actually, i am really thinking of quiting this job by the end of the month, but i'm afraid of letting it go. heh... its not like there is something certain for me if i quit, but if i stay...

my heart tells me to stay yet quiting seems to be the most logical thing to do... what shall i do? i really want to follow my heart, but it seems that it will only make things more difficult for me.

time out.

the third day is over. thank god everything went well. im in charge of being the traffic controler in this camp. heheh, a simple task for a simple man. muahahha, luckily thats my only side task in this camp, beside of taking care of sk melayu pusat from sarawak.



till today, i haven't woke up late yet... never miss the morning exercise yet.cought the sunrise everyday. but unluckily i'm too busy to take the picture. maybe on the last day i'll be able to do so.



today haris rang me. he asked me to join the mb cup team. i'd really like to play. but maybe i wont be playing... just wait and see.

twinkle twinkle little star...

twinkle twinkle little star,
all is good for so far...
except for some bruises and some scar.


it's the second day here in terengganu. the resort we're staying in is quite nice. last night i went to the sea side with jamal. we just talked and gazed into the star filled sky. enjoying god's creation... 100% pure. nothing synthetic about it, well... i think. maybe there are a few artificial satelite among those stars, but i bet it doesn't shine as bright.

actually i'm a bit tired right now. maybe its the weather. its totaly hot during the day, and we've been moving inside and outside the air-conditioned hall frequently. huh... if this goes on for a week or so, every one of us would surely fall sick.

tomorrow's the registration day. i'm in charge of traffic control. maybe its time for some shut-eyes

fast forward

not enough rest? hell yeah! we've just came back from penang last monday and today we're departing for terengganu. i'm still tired from the last camp. and only yesterday we were told that we were to depart today. before that it was said that we'll be going on friday. well, i guess it is for the best.

erm... cham is leaving for new zealand shortly and i wont be able to see him leaving malaysia since i'll be in terengganu. wish him all the best. heh, surely i wont be seeing him for a long while.

... nothing else to say for now. i guess i better get ready for the next camp now.

revenge is sweet.

its been three days since i post any blog. well, i dont think i'd write much when i'm not in camp (dont have any internet cconnection at home).

the camp closing went on great! all the vips and the BIG BOSS was very satisfied. i was satisfied... nothing went wrong at the closing dinner as well, except that the fact of the cyberlab trainers were made it a little dull. we went home the next morning and reached kl about 4.30.

i reached 'my home town' at 8pm. settle down and went to maulana. man... it felt great. everyone was there. well, except for syed. huh, but i guess i could say everyone. stayed there till 2.30 am and went home to the arms of my darling (my computer). muahahaha...

yesterday was the best part. i woke up with a all from mas asking me to go to an interview on wednessday. i was quite terrified because i wasn't prepared at all. 5 minutes later they rang again and said the interview was postponed. huh... what a relief.

i went to see jasmine's drum class that morning. what a fast learner she is. at this rate, she'll master it at no time. that afternoon, wan, min, wafi and i went to the mines. fattened ourself with kfc and debated about how universal ice-creams are.

then it was revenge time! i played basketball after two and a half week living without playing any sport. it was ok. i guess i was a little down about basketball. but that night we played futsal like hell! muahahah... we play two hours of futsal, and i only rested for about 15 minutes (feel quite guilty about it, but what the heck... i have a thirst for playing) damn it felt great. i scored every game when i was the midfielder. never scored this many goal my intire life. went back to maulana then went back home.

i woke up quite late this morning. maybe it was because of the rain, or maybe my body was fatigue. erm... guess, i better go down to the warehause to get some rest...

tensile stress

huh! i'm so damn tired.there's so many thing left to do. tomorrow is the closing ceremony, and this time there a hell lot of vips coming. thank god that i'm only in charge as the assistant technical support. i hope it will all go well.

there's still much to be done so there's no point wasting time writing this blog.hahah... chow

inconsistant

i wont write long today. i'm trying to sleep early to get more sleep. believe me, i NEED it. i woke up late again! thank god it was only 7 am. usually i would wake up at 6.15. damn... everyday i'm the room alarm clock, so automaticly my roommate were also late. and unfortunately me and my roommate were the camp technician. so, everything went hay-wire during the morning excercise because of us being late.

urm... the hotel was also inconsistant. i'm in charge of f&b so i'm supposed to make sure that all the food and beverage are prepared on time. they're usually on time, but today? humph! the supper came late. maybe its my fault for not pushing them. people often take things for granted. i really dont like to push people around. maybe i should ne more harsh, SHOULD I?

and then came thursday...

kinda sleepy rite now, maybe i burned out to much energy during the outing. it just feel kinda strange to feel this sleepy at this time of the night. maybe i turn in early tonight.

about the outing... today we went to chowrasta bazaar again. the camp participant were happy, but we facilitators mostly just went for a drink at a restaurant with a awkward name. 'restoran janji manis' (again... where we went last week) was the restaurant's name.

after that we went to tesco. i really dont get it, why tesco? oh well... at least someone bought us mcD there. then we went to the boutanical garden. it kinda consufe me, there weren't that many flowers there but why is it called so. they might as well call it monkey garden. there were so many monkey there, we even saw a monkey couple fuckin in front of the kids. hehehehheh...

i guess i better get some sleep. chow...

in the calm.

muahahah, my roommates and i woke up early. everything was great today. there weren't any serious difficulty. erm... it almost two weeks since i last sat wasting my time at maulana. man i miss serdang. i wonder what are you guys up to? well, what can i do? i still have about 5 days more. yesterday i've got a call from MAS asking me to come for the interview this friday but i had to ask them to postpond it. it seems that i have to wait a little longer. well i guess i wouldn't be a facilitator that long. whatever i do, i really hope i succeed in it!

its been a while since i soot some hoops. i bet suck big time. wan will be joining aris's team i guess. that's i wiser choice to make. at least there's a higher chance of playing happily. i really hope they would play better from before... i dont think i'll be joining this year. fed-up maybe... wish u guys good luck.

camp 15... GO!!!!

yeah, today was great. no worries, no hastle, except at night when we weren't allowed to use the ballroom. we had to move to the lab for the opening ceremony. luckily everything went well.

me and my room mates (payed and yusz) woke up early this morning. actually to make up for yesterday. hahahah... this camp i'm in charge of f&b and to assist payed as technical support. i'm also in charge of sk jalan hang tuah 1. the kids and teacher were ok. so far so good.



looking forward for smooth sailing ahead. for the time being, it seems so. may luck be with me!

prepare... for the worst?

for the first time in the camp i woke up late... hahah. i missed the morning exercise. kak ida was pissed off about it. damn. everyone couldn't believe that i woke up late. ruining my great reputation . spoil.



anyway, after breakfast i went to komtar again to buy something. i'm in charge of f&b. payed settled his compound. then we went up komtar tower. 60 floors at all. thet charge RM five per person. very nice view of penang from there.



well... nothin more interesting to tell. well, i hope this camp wont be as stressful. I BELIEVe that it wont be that stressful... hahahah.

amother day of rest

rain again... just when we were thinking of going to bukit bendera. well, what can i say. its god will... since it rained, we had no choice but to stay in for the afternoon.

at six thirty we went to the night market at batu feringghi. nothin that interesting there, so payed and i went to the beach to take a few photograph of the sunset. at least here we have a better view of the sunset then were we stayed.



after our little trip, we came back to the hotel and had dinner. well, not all of us actually. the others went to a restaurant near by to have dinner. just me and payed came back to the hotel (trying to save some money).

at night, we did a little work just to fill spare time. erm... such a boring day. maybe we'll have a better day tomorrow.

rest a while

rest. it really feels great! last night me and 5 other friends spent the whole night at the beach. its been a while since the last time i did something like this. more than a year actually... in perhentian. anyway, we got back around 6 something. had a great time.



all of the camp participant departed today, along with a few more faci (jamal, pipi, er and sea'). kinda boring without jamal around. hehheh... they departed around 10 am. after sending them away, i slept. the first time during the camp i could sleep so soundly. slept from around 11 till 4 pm. damn i needed it.

we have just watch mr and ms smith and also batman begins. watched the movies using the the big screen. hahaha... what else should we do?

tomorrow is another day for rest. thinking of going outing tomorrow, but where to? hurm, let tomorrow be what it shall...

cut... and that's a wrap.

heheh... today's the last day. AT LAST! been waiting for quite a while for tomorrow. yet i'm not sure that i really want tomorrow to come. heheh, funny it is being a human. wanting and not wanting the same thing at the same time. funny, but thats how we human usually feel... especially when it is somthing u really fancy. how complicated can we be?

as i was saying, today is the last day. did some boria rehearsal this morning. then we went for friday prayers at the new floating mosque near tanjung bunga. it was quite interesting. then there was the closing ceremony which lasted till around 5:30pm. dont even want to comment about the boria. then we (the facilitator) had a briefing followed by our dinner. at last, no more cyberkids t-shirt. everyone got emotional during dinner (as usual).

fatigued and all stressed out. felling like i'm gonna crumble down into pieces. cant even think straight lately. i just wanna shout aloud... scream my tongue out... arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

bla...bla...bla... take five...

tired. not much to say about today...

i almost broke a monitor today... like a bull in a china shop. i stumbled an almost knock down a monitor. thank god my reflex was fast. what a scene it could be if it fell.hahhah... so damn typical of me.

as ussual, some test were given and i dare not say that i pass with flying color. quite pissed off with the boria kids. playing around to much. really gives me a headache.

duh. the lab is so fucking cold. feels like i wanna piss every ten minutes. the wc is waiting for me. tommorow i have to act my best. many vip's gonna be here. better get some rest.

break a leg!!

penang camp 1, take four! ...action!

there werent much work today. after the morning excersice, we had breakfast and the class as ussual. but today, the students just had to present their powerpoint show. then everyone just surf the net. after lunch, we went out.

we went to dewan seri pinang to see an exhibition. there were drawings drawn by school students from malaysia & japan. there were a few very awsome paintings. i dont think i could produce such art. then we went to 1 stop - pulau tikus. played daytona. never played it before. what a out of date guy i am. after that we went to some sort of bazaar in penang. i dont remember its name. did something i wasn't supposed to do, and now i'm spending time regreting it. hahahah... dûmbköft(stupid)!


(having a break at a retaurant with jamal)

dont know why, but i think lately i'm not myself at all. maybe because of the non-stop acting. maybe its just me. just tought of the steps for the boria. very simple movements. such a rookie i am. i'm quite pissed off rite now. one of the teacher from the school that i'm in charge of didnt show up tonight. it really spoiled my work plans.

the play is already halfway done, yet the most difficult part is yet to come...

break a leg!

er... take three? action?

today was boring... nah... today i wrote lyrics for the closing performance 'boria'. now i agree that most great ideas comes in the water closet. hahaha, it aint that great but, whataheck? who cares? but i must admit, i had some help :P

Intro
Assalamualaikum kami ucapkan,
Salam sejahtera hadirin sekalian,
Boria cyberkids camp kami persembahkan,
Untuk semua jadikan hiburan.

Lead 1
ICT di sana ICT di sini,
Ilmu dicari petang dan pagi,
Jiwa terbentuk iman di hati,
Seiring akhirat juga duniawi.

Chorus
Salam bersalam tanda kemesraan,
Seminggu kita semua menjayakan,
Boria cyberkids camp membuat persembahan,
Moga terhibur anda sekalian,

Lead 2
Di dalam dunia globalisasi,
Setiap detik harus dihargai,
Dengan adanya ilmu ICT,
Tiada pening kepala lagi.

Chorus
Salam bersalam tanda kemesraan,
Seminggu kita semua menjayakan,
Boria cyberkids camp membuat persembahan,
Moga terhibur anda sekalian,

Lead 3
Ilmu ICT kami dilatih,
Terus gembira walaupun letih,
Bersyukurkami kerna dipilih,
KTAK Maxis, terima kasih

Chorus
Salam bersalam tanda kemesraan,
Seminggu kita semua menjayakan,
Boria cyberkids camp membuat persembahan,
Moga terhibur anda sekalian,

Outro
Sekian dulu persembahan kami,
Salah dan silap ‘please’ dimaafi,
Kalau ada kem di lain kali,
Janganlah lupa panggilah kami.

...got other things to say but i'm feeling tired. maybe later...

"cut"

camp 1 penang...take 2... action!

as i said before, yesterday sucked! BIG TIME! the penang 'play' really is challanging... thanks to someone i really dont want to mention about. just an actress in this on going play, on the stage of life. i almost bended my own principle, which i also wouldn't want to mention about.

there's nothing real anymore... you're pure, she's so synthetic...

a part of butterfingers lyric that i presume could summerize the situation. yesterday was the toughest test for me. alhamdulillah, i was strong enough...though it really caused serious damage to me!

to be continued...

one, two, three... action!

today my life as a facilitator in camp penang starts. interesting place this island is. staying in tanjung bungah beach hotel. got a twin room at the fifth floor, together wth payid and yusz. we've been here for 3 days already. i had to be the wake-up caller till today, and thank god i can assign the task to someone else tommorow... phew. it 'seems' that everything is going accordingly...

on the second day here a few friends and me went out to komtar. actually i was thinking of going to fort cornwalis to see a gig, but we all had to come back to the hotel by 8pm. which means no can do... damn! there were a lot of interesting bands in the gig and i missed it. oh well, maybe things will turn up nicely (heh, right!).



at komtar that day my friend got compound for littering... ahah. he threw away a cigarate butt in front of komtar and had to pay up 30 bucks for it. way to go! haah... nicely done? anyway, because of that we changed our plan which was firstly to go on top of komtar and experience a bird's eye view of penang and just go window shopping. lame?

anyway... today, my life as a faci had begun. life is a play as the saying goes... and this 'stage' requires a me to play a part as a faci that is always happy, friendly, respectable, always smiling and everything else nice. in other words, a HIPOCRIT? (haha, is the spelling right?, but i think u know what i mean.)

would like to write more today but i think i better go to sleep. its been a looooooong day. and it sucked!it was worser than a malay drama..it seems that i'm not the only one acting... but i'll finish up this tomorrow (i think).