far away...

days go by so fast... yet waiting is always a bane. when will my holiday come? heh... the fourth day in sibu has almost come to end. feels like just yesterday i stayed up with jamal at klia waiting for the morning flight. now im here in sibu and jamal is far over there in semporna. whattaheck... im gonna go there anyway, eventually... heheh.

i heard prinze lost. big time! well, i have nothin to say but good luck for the next game. maybe they'll get lucky. perhaps... there is still a far way to go.

oh yeah... MAS rang me up. asking me to go to their interview. and once again i had to postpond it. its the third time i postpond my interview with them, as if im some kinda hot stuff or something. they wanted me to go there on the third of august. duh... i'm here in sarawak okay!@! duh... like a thousand mile away from there dude!!

gotta chow... so long!

ding-dong!

huarrghh... i'm so damn sleepy! hadn't have the oppurtunity to sleep last night. procrastinate my work too long. well, what can i do? to many things to do in so little time. its been a very busy weekend. i even missed the weekend cartoons.

yesterday erin, meen, nixam, and me went to zoo negara. hahah, it's been quite a while since we've went there. nixam and meen wanted to join a digital photography contest, but meen suddenly changed her mind so i took her place... we were excited at first, but when the pro arrived with their telescope and expensive equipment... huh.

i might be going to klia tonite coz our flight is at 7am tomorrow. i have to wake up around 4 am to take the van our company hired. i dont think i can do so since i've been awake since yesterday.

the 'warehouse' aint opened yet. i'm dying to take a nap downstairs... gotta sleep during office hour coz i dont wanna sleep during flight. hah. i cant even remember the last time i took a flight . i meant a real airplane... an airbus or whatever, the microflight doesnt count okay. flying over melaka on a simple aircraft, not exceeding 2000 ft isn't the same (eventhough i had the oppurtunity to steer the aircraft :P )

peace... and good nite!

welcome

a special welcome to the yeah gundam boy! yeah... wafi has now officially join the bloging community. heheh... check it out!

change of plans...

change. its a neccesity in life. we often fear changes, pulling us out of our comfort zone. i've been anxious about going to sabah for quite a while now, but now... heheh. the company had decided to send me to sibu a few days ago, for two camps. i was really pissed off. yesterday, after much persuading, they agreed to send me to semporna after the second camp for the third sabah camp. i was very excited then... however, today they declared that the sabah third camp is postponed! damn it! now i have to spend some money to book a flight by myself to go to sabah. what a waste. i was really looking forward to see a bajau wedding ceremony on the 28th. since the third camp is cancelled my one week holiday has to be brought forward and end on the 21st. by the way, i dont think i'll be able to reach semporna if so. umh...

had a little coflict yesterday. surely made me unable to think straight. made me sleep around 4.30am, which made me woke up after 8am. coincidently made me late for work today. its the first time i arrive after 9. heheheh...

it seems that i succeded to put the problem aside for the time being. i hope that it wouldn't bother me again.

have some work to settle. and the computers in the office are very super duper "fast". even opening a coral-draw file takes an eternity. the company seriusly have to change the computers if they want any work done! gotta finish it before i go back.

chow

no-brainer

watch war of the world last friday with jamal. heh, awesome effects man! but i have to say it was totally a no-brainer.if those aliens were planing to invade earth some millions of years ago, why not do it then? when their tech were a zillion years ahead of us! okay, nizam said they waited that long just to study the human race. duh... why aren't there any fail safe plan? maybe a zombie would say it was logical. another thing, if those aliens were so advance, why cant they invent something better then a motion detector? is that the best they can do? they can at least use a thermal detector or some kinda infra-red device, duh! c'mon man... even hapis(pet) robots in the robofest competition can do better than that! as if the aliens were on a tight budget. and that racheal kid, huh, was she really claustrophobic? she didn't even scream for her mom when she was put in a small cage waiting for death. i know that i'd be screaming my guts out if i was in that situation. that soldier in the same cage, why must he wait till the hero to be sucked to take action? nobody helped the poor guy which was sucked before the hero. well i guess that guy wasn't that important. about the ending, i dont wanna say a thing. i know u can figure it out by yourself.

shut my eyes and rest?

hehehe... i'm still a little bit tired eventough its almost a week after we've came back from the last camp. last night i came home late and took the star lrt as ussual, and as assual, i sat and went sailing. muahahha.... i ended up at sri petaling not sungai besi. thank god peparu was able to fetch me. thanx a lot man! i owe u one!

there might not be much to do in the office today so i might better recharge my body. off to my cardboard box hideout...

i'll be back?

i'm going home tomorrow! we'll be leaving at 1pm. might reach kl by night. its been a great time here... well except during the closing that is. i was the mc. damn i was nervous... there were a swarm of butterflies in my stomach! did many mistakes. hehehe, rookie!



anyway, i'm sure i'll be missing this place. the place is great, the food is fantastic. thanx gem beach resort! but the drainage is the only down factor. maybe i'll be coming back here someday.



i almost forgot, i was told that i'll be sent to semporna next month. Jamal's hometown. hehhe...

syntax error

hahaha... what am i supposed to do? should i stay and work as a faci for another month? if i stay being a faci i'll be going to sabah next month, but if so, what will happen if MAS calls again. heh, damn it man. and if i stop working, i might be joining the mb cup. huh... i really missed playng basketball. i just hate making these sort of decision. i really would love to go to sabah. i WANT to go to sabah. if i dont go, it would be like... er... it will just break my heart.

actually, i am really thinking of quiting this job by the end of the month, but i'm afraid of letting it go. heh... its not like there is something certain for me if i quit, but if i stay...

my heart tells me to stay yet quiting seems to be the most logical thing to do... what shall i do? i really want to follow my heart, but it seems that it will only make things more difficult for me.

time out.

the third day is over. thank god everything went well. im in charge of being the traffic controler in this camp. heheh, a simple task for a simple man. muahahha, luckily thats my only side task in this camp, beside of taking care of sk melayu pusat from sarawak.



till today, i haven't woke up late yet... never miss the morning exercise yet.cought the sunrise everyday. but unluckily i'm too busy to take the picture. maybe on the last day i'll be able to do so.



today haris rang me. he asked me to join the mb cup team. i'd really like to play. but maybe i wont be playing... just wait and see.

twinkle twinkle little star...

twinkle twinkle little star,
all is good for so far...
except for some bruises and some scar.


it's the second day here in terengganu. the resort we're staying in is quite nice. last night i went to the sea side with jamal. we just talked and gazed into the star filled sky. enjoying god's creation... 100% pure. nothing synthetic about it, well... i think. maybe there are a few artificial satelite among those stars, but i bet it doesn't shine as bright.

actually i'm a bit tired right now. maybe its the weather. its totaly hot during the day, and we've been moving inside and outside the air-conditioned hall frequently. huh... if this goes on for a week or so, every one of us would surely fall sick.

tomorrow's the registration day. i'm in charge of traffic control. maybe its time for some shut-eyes

fast forward

not enough rest? hell yeah! we've just came back from penang last monday and today we're departing for terengganu. i'm still tired from the last camp. and only yesterday we were told that we were to depart today. before that it was said that we'll be going on friday. well, i guess it is for the best.

erm... cham is leaving for new zealand shortly and i wont be able to see him leaving malaysia since i'll be in terengganu. wish him all the best. heh, surely i wont be seeing him for a long while.

... nothing else to say for now. i guess i better get ready for the next camp now.

revenge is sweet.

its been three days since i post any blog. well, i dont think i'd write much when i'm not in camp (dont have any internet cconnection at home).

the camp closing went on great! all the vips and the BIG BOSS was very satisfied. i was satisfied... nothing went wrong at the closing dinner as well, except that the fact of the cyberlab trainers were made it a little dull. we went home the next morning and reached kl about 4.30.

i reached 'my home town' at 8pm. settle down and went to maulana. man... it felt great. everyone was there. well, except for syed. huh, but i guess i could say everyone. stayed there till 2.30 am and went home to the arms of my darling (my computer). muahahaha...

yesterday was the best part. i woke up with a all from mas asking me to go to an interview on wednessday. i was quite terrified because i wasn't prepared at all. 5 minutes later they rang again and said the interview was postponed. huh... what a relief.

i went to see jasmine's drum class that morning. what a fast learner she is. at this rate, she'll master it at no time. that afternoon, wan, min, wafi and i went to the mines. fattened ourself with kfc and debated about how universal ice-creams are.

then it was revenge time! i played basketball after two and a half week living without playing any sport. it was ok. i guess i was a little down about basketball. but that night we played futsal like hell! muahahah... we play two hours of futsal, and i only rested for about 15 minutes (feel quite guilty about it, but what the heck... i have a thirst for playing) damn it felt great. i scored every game when i was the midfielder. never scored this many goal my intire life. went back to maulana then went back home.

i woke up quite late this morning. maybe it was because of the rain, or maybe my body was fatigue. erm... guess, i better go down to the warehause to get some rest...

tensile stress

huh! i'm so damn tired.there's so many thing left to do. tomorrow is the closing ceremony, and this time there a hell lot of vips coming. thank god that i'm only in charge as the assistant technical support. i hope it will all go well.

there's still much to be done so there's no point wasting time writing this blog.hahah... chow

inconsistant

i wont write long today. i'm trying to sleep early to get more sleep. believe me, i NEED it. i woke up late again! thank god it was only 7 am. usually i would wake up at 6.15. damn... everyday i'm the room alarm clock, so automaticly my roommate were also late. and unfortunately me and my roommate were the camp technician. so, everything went hay-wire during the morning excercise because of us being late.

urm... the hotel was also inconsistant. i'm in charge of f&b so i'm supposed to make sure that all the food and beverage are prepared on time. they're usually on time, but today? humph! the supper came late. maybe its my fault for not pushing them. people often take things for granted. i really dont like to push people around. maybe i should ne more harsh, SHOULD I?

and then came thursday...

kinda sleepy rite now, maybe i burned out to much energy during the outing. it just feel kinda strange to feel this sleepy at this time of the night. maybe i turn in early tonight.

about the outing... today we went to chowrasta bazaar again. the camp participant were happy, but we facilitators mostly just went for a drink at a restaurant with a awkward name. 'restoran janji manis' (again... where we went last week) was the restaurant's name.

after that we went to tesco. i really dont get it, why tesco? oh well... at least someone bought us mcD there. then we went to the boutanical garden. it kinda consufe me, there weren't that many flowers there but why is it called so. they might as well call it monkey garden. there were so many monkey there, we even saw a monkey couple fuckin in front of the kids. hehehehheh...

i guess i better get some sleep. chow...

in the calm.

muahahah, my roommates and i woke up early. everything was great today. there weren't any serious difficulty. erm... it almost two weeks since i last sat wasting my time at maulana. man i miss serdang. i wonder what are you guys up to? well, what can i do? i still have about 5 days more. yesterday i've got a call from MAS asking me to come for the interview this friday but i had to ask them to postpond it. it seems that i have to wait a little longer. well i guess i wouldn't be a facilitator that long. whatever i do, i really hope i succeed in it!

its been a while since i soot some hoops. i bet suck big time. wan will be joining aris's team i guess. that's i wiser choice to make. at least there's a higher chance of playing happily. i really hope they would play better from before... i dont think i'll be joining this year. fed-up maybe... wish u guys good luck.

camp 15... GO!!!!

yeah, today was great. no worries, no hastle, except at night when we weren't allowed to use the ballroom. we had to move to the lab for the opening ceremony. luckily everything went well.

me and my room mates (payed and yusz) woke up early this morning. actually to make up for yesterday. hahahah... this camp i'm in charge of f&b and to assist payed as technical support. i'm also in charge of sk jalan hang tuah 1. the kids and teacher were ok. so far so good.



looking forward for smooth sailing ahead. for the time being, it seems so. may luck be with me!

prepare... for the worst?

for the first time in the camp i woke up late... hahah. i missed the morning exercise. kak ida was pissed off about it. damn. everyone couldn't believe that i woke up late. ruining my great reputation . spoil.



anyway, after breakfast i went to komtar again to buy something. i'm in charge of f&b. payed settled his compound. then we went up komtar tower. 60 floors at all. thet charge RM five per person. very nice view of penang from there.



well... nothin more interesting to tell. well, i hope this camp wont be as stressful. I BELIEVe that it wont be that stressful... hahahah.

amother day of rest

rain again... just when we were thinking of going to bukit bendera. well, what can i say. its god will... since it rained, we had no choice but to stay in for the afternoon.

at six thirty we went to the night market at batu feringghi. nothin that interesting there, so payed and i went to the beach to take a few photograph of the sunset. at least here we have a better view of the sunset then were we stayed.



after our little trip, we came back to the hotel and had dinner. well, not all of us actually. the others went to a restaurant near by to have dinner. just me and payed came back to the hotel (trying to save some money).

at night, we did a little work just to fill spare time. erm... such a boring day. maybe we'll have a better day tomorrow.

rest a while

rest. it really feels great! last night me and 5 other friends spent the whole night at the beach. its been a while since the last time i did something like this. more than a year actually... in perhentian. anyway, we got back around 6 something. had a great time.



all of the camp participant departed today, along with a few more faci (jamal, pipi, er and sea'). kinda boring without jamal around. hehheh... they departed around 10 am. after sending them away, i slept. the first time during the camp i could sleep so soundly. slept from around 11 till 4 pm. damn i needed it.

we have just watch mr and ms smith and also batman begins. watched the movies using the the big screen. hahaha... what else should we do?

tomorrow is another day for rest. thinking of going outing tomorrow, but where to? hurm, let tomorrow be what it shall...