kota(e)kman

perjalanan baru

semalam aku keluar dengan kelly dan fiza(my ex). lama tak keluar sama-sama. masing-masing dah ada perjalanan hidu baru. kelly dah nak transfer ke skudai, dan fiza dah ada 'orang baru' dalam hidup dia. i'm happy for her walaupun sedikit terkilan pasal dia takde pun bagitau aku selama ni(satu tahun dah dia ada orang baru).

life must go on...

kelly ada tanya aku satu soalan yang cukup menarik perhatian aku. dia punya ayat lebih kurang camni laa... "apa yang kita ada sekarang biasanya membuatkan kita terlepas apa yang lebih baik kan?". aku cukup bersetuju... 1000%. apa boleh buat, manusia lebih suka sesuatu yang pasti, dan mengharapkan sesuatu yang tak pasti biasanya memeritkan, aku rasa laa... aku tak tau lak orang lain rasa macam mana kan? masing-masing taknak yang dikendong berciciran bukan?

tak baik tamak...

rahsia ka?

pilihan

pilihan.
kita mahukan pilihan.
tapi itu pilihan kita ke?
tak semua pilihan kita betul.
apa pilihan yang betul sebenarnya?
pilihan membuatkan kita bebas.
seronok ke bebas membuat pilihan?
aku mahukan pilihan.
tapi aku tak suka pilihan!
aku tak pandai membuat pilihan.
menulis dalam bahasa melayu pilihan terbaruku.

calm mind?

its been quite a calm week for me. hehe, almost all assignments are finished and i dont think i have to work this weekend (perhaps). doing the backdrop for the futsal competition right now. jamal will be on the futsal working team this weekend. perhaps i should join in.my officemates are busy playng fantasy football for the champoins league. i'm on top of the office league for the time being. hahaha... speaking of champions league, milan won 3-1. thank god! i accidentaly slept early last night and woke up at 2.30 in the morning. so i watch last night game. heh, coincidence, i wasn't planing to it but, whatdaheck.

jelly belly...

the camera batery depleted just before the show... this was the best i can do

rally reunite?

last night, there was an appreciation dinner for the merdeka rally. besides the ceo and project managers, only kak ogy, kak faz, jamal and pipi and me were invited. pipi and me and also three maxis volunteer came around 2 pm to decorate and set up the place. heh... and i tought that we were just there to party. the food was nice and many 'big man' were there though i think the club house was a bit too packed. it was fun, tough kak ogy, kak faz and jamal went home early (they left their lucky draw tag with me) and jamal's ticket was lucky. got a trip to phuket ticket from air asia. sadly speaking, it was just for ine person. so who wants to buy a ticket to phuket? and there were BELLY DANCERS also... hahahaha.

happy?

hehehehh...

sure hambar...

helped out a little in sure heboh 2005 last weekend. huh... 'hambar'. maybe its just not my thing. heheh, loads of BBNU (Budak2 Baru Nak Up). feels like i'm gettin old.

merdeka after merdeka...

huh! at last, merdeka has past, and now i'm merdeka, from the loads of work at the office. organizing something aint that easy. our company was helping out maxis organizing a rally. a volenteering program. its not a rally actually. its more of a convoy. its called 'maxis -national press club, merdeka rally for humanity, 2005'. its an event where a convoy of cars and superbikes collect donations for a few orphanage and retarded children.

i was in charge of designing. my team? just me and pipi... huh. we were to design everything for this rally. from bunting to t-shirts to backdrop and etc. such tiring work. we had so much to do in so little time. the assignment was given to me on the first day back from borneo. it went uphill day by day, up until merdeka day where a few of us had to stay back at the office till 1 am on the merdeka day. and we were to gather again at 5 am... it was so tiring but it was worth it.

yup, it was worth it. seeing the chidren smile and happy is priceless. heh, i even won a smart tag for the lucky draw.

borneo business 3

kota kinabalu. its a nice place. tough the absence of mamak stall is felt. after reaching kk early in the morning, we rested and then got ready to go to poring. had a terrific time there. wanna go there again for sure! and would really like to climb mount kinabalu. i regret the fact that we didnt had the opportunity to do so. stayed a night there, in dorm. rm12 per person, and a dorm can fit up to 8 persons, mixed guys and girl. cool, espacially if there some horny europian girl in your dorm, hahahahaha!

so, around 2pm we left poring and went sight seeing on our way back to kk, except jamal (went to keningau). reached kk at evening. we went to 'pasar filipin' (if that's how it is spelled) the others had ikan bakar. noi and ash were to eave on saturday, while payed, jamal and i were to leave on sunday. nothing much happened after that. except that i had to eat my 'terap' fruit which i wanted to bring home. the mas wasnt to particular about the smell. but when i reached tawau to take my flight back to kl, airasia said i couldnt put it in cargo. heh, so i had to eat them.

so now i'm back in kl and after 2 weeks i finaly finish my tale. hahah, too many work. i'll write about it later. its time to go home and rest. its been a loooooooong and busy week.

borneo business 2

huh... its been a long and busy week! but i guess i should write about it later (if i have the chance that is). my borneo adventure hasn't been fully told.

after some rest, i join the camp dinner... man, i was hungry! stayed up that nite with jamal. had loads of cd to burn. lunch the next day, was sponsored by miss vani... we ate seafood at the floating restaurant. nice... then, we packed our things and checked out. everyone went to tawau except jamal, attin and me.jamal went home(hometown = semporna) and i followed attin to his home (attin = jamal's cousin). spent the night there.

the next day, we had some rest in the morning. then at afternoon we went to mabul island, nearest island to sipadan. huh, RM200 per boat! took the cheapest place to stay (arung hayan RM60 per person + meals). the island was small, but it was great. natives are bajau + sulu and had a chance to see half a wedding ceremony at nite. woke up late the next morning and went swimming. it was fantastic, well... until i steped on a sea urchin. damn... still feel the pain. and i saw a MAN MADE 'sea cucumber' floating around... so i retreated to the beach. packed our things and went back. unfortunate enough none of us who went to mabul had a camera...

stayed a few day more in semporna and then jamal and me went to kota kinabalu to meet the others. it cost rm45 for a bus ticket to kk. departed at 7.30 pm and reached there around 4.30 am.

got loads of work to settle rite now. so i better continue this later. chow!

borneo business 1

huh... i'm back in the peninsular once again. borneo was marvelous! really looking forward to go there again maybe with my friend or family... hahah... its totally cool!

the two weeks in sibu was fine. quite regret the fact that i didnt had the chance to taste 'buah dabai' and take the express (a common boat transport between towns situated by the river). but i did had the chance to taste some othet local cousine.

after two weeks in sibu, my next destination was semporna. first i had to take a plane to kk first which had to stop at bintulu for transit. it sucked. we came down, queue up at the immigration, and rushed back up the plane. four of us (sea' er, zam and me) reached kk, and i was the only one who wanted to go to semporna. so i took a 1.30 plane to tawau. reached there around 2.15 and then took a bus to tawau town. took a taxi to sabindo square where i took a bus to semporna. quite proud coz i got there and wasnt anyone to guide me. reached seafest hotel at 5 pm and took a break.

heheh... i think i'll take a break now.

'perfect'...semporna?

yeah! camp 18, sibu is finally over. it was fun, but there's something else in my mind... semporna. i dont think that i'll be online for a week.

my flight is scheduled at 9.30 am. i'll be in kk by 11am. my flight to tawau will be at 1.30 pm if i'm not mistaken... so i'll most probably be in semporna around 4 pm, tomorrow.

here goes nothing. semporna here i come!

caution! low voltage.

phew.... its been quite a while since i updated my blog. been very tired lately. lots of things to do and so many things in my head. fatigue... so tired that i even slept while talking on the phone (twice in fact!). sorry... its just that i was just too damn tired but i still wanted to talk. but, my body just wouldn't take it. its the first time i felt 'lump' during morning excercise.




there was an outing today. really felt tired. i tought that my school didn't want to take a walk around town because its their home town, but they were very excited to show mearound sibu. huh... guess it was just impolite to reject their offer, so i follewed them around eventough my legs were killing me and my eyeballs could pop out any second. thank god they finished their tour early (around 4.30pm).

counting days till the end of the camp. i'm really looking forward to go to semporna. anyway, i've been told today that my tickets were actually in the waiting list. hope i'll be able to go according to my plan.

semporna... wait for me!

slumber party!

huh... what a relief! slept the whole day. well... not actually the whole day, but from 2 til 6 pm. its been a while since i slept in the middle of the day. urm... but i pity a few faci's in sabah. all of the peninsular participant missed their flight this morning, so a few of the faci's (jamal, payed amongst them) had to accompany them at the airport. they just got back around 8pm something.

yesterday closing was ok. my flash sucked... huh. the deco was so slast minute. i'm really a lousy leader, maybe coz i really dont like to order people around. humph... i guess i need to be a bit harsh on others.

anout the dinner... it wasnt that successful. we failed to make every one cry. hahaha. but everything else went fine.

anyway, if u wanna check out the photos here's the link...
http://community.webshots.com/user/syntheticsoul

peace!

mission accomplished?

finally the first camp here in sibu has officially finished. now we can all rest. gotta recharge the body for the next camp. like to write more but i dont think i could stay awake that long. so maybe i'll write what's on my mind tommorrow. sleep time...

miracle?

hafdzuan said that prinze won against phantom... wow! i'm really impressed. really, its just like a miracle. did u guys used any witchcraft or something? anyway, congratz on the win... i'll pray u guys success. hope u guys would keep it up.

hope...

we always hope...

far away...

days go by so fast... yet waiting is always a bane. when will my holiday come? heh... the fourth day in sibu has almost come to end. feels like just yesterday i stayed up with jamal at klia waiting for the morning flight. now im here in sibu and jamal is far over there in semporna. whattaheck... im gonna go there anyway, eventually... heheh.

i heard prinze lost. big time! well, i have nothin to say but good luck for the next game. maybe they'll get lucky. perhaps... there is still a far way to go.

oh yeah... MAS rang me up. asking me to go to their interview. and once again i had to postpond it. its the third time i postpond my interview with them, as if im some kinda hot stuff or something. they wanted me to go there on the third of august. duh... i'm here in sarawak okay!@! duh... like a thousand mile away from there dude!!

gotta chow... so long!

ding-dong!

huarrghh... i'm so damn sleepy! hadn't have the oppurtunity to sleep last night. procrastinate my work too long. well, what can i do? to many things to do in so little time. its been a very busy weekend. i even missed the weekend cartoons.

yesterday erin, meen, nixam, and me went to zoo negara. hahah, it's been quite a while since we've went there. nixam and meen wanted to join a digital photography contest, but meen suddenly changed her mind so i took her place... we were excited at first, but when the pro arrived with their telescope and expensive equipment... huh.

i might be going to klia tonite coz our flight is at 7am tomorrow. i have to wake up around 4 am to take the van our company hired. i dont think i can do so since i've been awake since yesterday.

the 'warehouse' aint opened yet. i'm dying to take a nap downstairs... gotta sleep during office hour coz i dont wanna sleep during flight. hah. i cant even remember the last time i took a flight . i meant a real airplane... an airbus or whatever, the microflight doesnt count okay. flying over melaka on a simple aircraft, not exceeding 2000 ft isn't the same (eventhough i had the oppurtunity to steer the aircraft :P )

peace... and good nite!