change of plans...

change. its a neccesity in life. we often fear changes, pulling us out of our comfort zone. i've been anxious about going to sabah for quite a while now, but now... heheh. the company had decided to send me to sibu a few days ago, for two camps. i was really pissed off. yesterday, after much persuading, they agreed to send me to semporna after the second camp for the third sabah camp. i was very excited then... however, today they declared that the sabah third camp is postponed! damn it! now i have to spend some money to book a flight by myself to go to sabah. what a waste. i was really looking forward to see a bajau wedding ceremony on the 28th. since the third camp is cancelled my one week holiday has to be brought forward and end on the 21st. by the way, i dont think i'll be able to reach semporna if so. umh...

had a little coflict yesterday. surely made me unable to think straight. made me sleep around 4.30am, which made me woke up after 8am. coincidently made me late for work today. its the first time i arrive after 9. heheheh...

it seems that i succeded to put the problem aside for the time being. i hope that it wouldn't bother me again.

have some work to settle. and the computers in the office are very super duper "fast". even opening a coral-draw file takes an eternity. the company seriusly have to change the computers if they want any work done! gotta finish it before i go back.

chow